Again or Still?

Burning flame in my finger tips

Like licks of fire that feed the flame of my mind

There's no control

No rhyme

Pouring out of me like so many tears that I've hidden

Some angry

Some sad

Some happy

All seem misplaced

Jumble of thoughts and mashed up emotions

Crazed

Supercalifragalistic

What is going on

It's been such a long time

I feel the quickening of my blood

Watch me as I set myself ablaze..

Me

So many thoughts swirling around in the whirlpool of my mind. Not all of it is logical or based in reality. It simply just is.

Behind the Mask

You're always so perfect. You're always so right. Your way is the only way. Your opinion is the only opinion. You always take the high road. You never do anything wrong. Your thought process is always perfection. You always make the right decision. You never lie. You never exaggerate. You are always just. You

FIRE!

Pent up. Locked in. Feeling like I want to forget.
Forget you. Forget me. Forget it.
Get a life. Get a clue.
Run away. Escape sublime.
Erase the white board of my life.
It's not dry erase. Can't start over. Can't reset.
Living life with regret isn't living at all.