I see it. So tangible. I can taste it. The unraveling. Everything ever so slowly.
I try to stop it. Holding the spot so tightly that my fingers ache. Please stop.
Those things. They beckon me. Quiet screaming calling out to me. Shhhh.
I can't face it. The light blinding. In denial. No, it can't be. All the lies. There.
Why? Again and repeatidly. Tell the truth. Keep your sorries. Not again. No.
I will run. There is no where. Try to hide. It comes seeking. Go away.
Now I hurt. Deep inside me. All this pain. It is too real. Let me go. No it won't.
Stuck in the labyrinth. There's no exit. Here I go. Again.