What child is this?

May 21, 2007

Current mood:weird

What child is this?

my mind is reeling there are so many thoughts racing through my head and i can't seem to make sense of the images everything like a whirlwind of memories and thoughts and dreams and nightmares spinning out of control taking my sanity with it...
the words are flowing out of my mind into the computer and i can't seem to stop the deluge of video reels that are playing like a marathon of bad B movies none making any real sense no plot lines with mediocre dialog and a host of unknown players all this just playing in the monochrome movie theater of my mind's eye over and over like so many broken records that are left scratched and dusty in a cardboard box kept in the corner of theattic of my mind...
What sense am i to make of all this wreckage that i see that i hear that i remember of faces and voices of friends and enemies and the long forgotten feelings of times and instances gone by like the flash of lightening bolt  seen through this endless sea of memory covered gauze curtains blowing in the sweet winds of a long lost, long forgotten sanity there is no definition....


Marissa Hokulani Kamamalu Gibson- May 2007